Secret

hello ladies!!!!
these days have been damn stressful :)
i realize i never get angry at all :O
i thought this but damn its true :D
I know it doesnt sound that good to someone's eyes but i'm happy with it

i think u should transform bad feelings in determination without acting like crazy

I got  very aggressive family members LOL but this made me patient and stronger than them all
so i kinda deal with it  <3

I saw i've been posted to Gyaru Secrets this week :O and its the first time i get a secret with a request in it and not dumb insults or compliments only SO THANKIE HONEY WHO MADE IT ^^

NOTE:The followings are not excuses ( for what??? LOL ) but i wanted to talk a bit and loved what you said so this entry is all yours :3 muah!!!
The main point is i feel gyaru from the bottom of my Heart ...is not ''i want to improve SO today i do my makeup this way'' i feel gyaru when i m naked in front of the mirror as much as when i'm in full hime >,<
For me there's not a gerarchy... like i dunno an IMPROVEMENT MEME <3 i could never look at me saying ' here i was better than here'' cuz everyday i change as person and i feel compfortable and feel gyaru in any case 
its in my BREATHEEEEE <3 some ppl cant get this or think this is bullshit but at my funeral the dead person is me so I care about my way of feeling MY style 
and well ... i dont take pics everyday but i dressup daily.It's not that i take pics when i think my make is gorgeous or what^^ i take pics randomly when i feel like .
 i'm not i dunno...like gorgeous Lhouraii( loveee heeerrrrr) that do always the same eye make .
 i change it everyday so maybe  this is an error cuz i dont look  perfect in any style i try... TO OTHERS
but i got my own standards and i dont go outside if i dont think i did a good job at least
tastes are different!! Cocona for someone is the eyemake Queen ...for someone else sucks at it
I 'm happy you told me cuz this is affetion ** as I said on gyaru-secrets i should restart buying makeup products  <3 when they are brand new i do a better job

 some days i'm not 100% satisfied with my make  but i'm still pretty so i dont really care

Another thing is i suck at taking picsand  my make never shows as it actually is.

 i love my natural lashes with mascara ** cuz  my eyes are way sexier that way  and the more natural my make is the more accurate it is( sometimes it takes more time also )

Now that i'm a model for GAL VIP i promise you and anybody who think my make sucks to work on it and put much effort on it if you think its a shame since i gotta do tutorials LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL >,<... always keeping in mind its my life and i love extreme as much as i love natural beauty